Yeah ~~~ 100

I didn't post much these two days. No prizes for guessing, I devoted my time to maple and hope to hit to level 100. Never thought that I could ever level to 100, it's liked wow! OOO, incase you're wondering, I had just leveled. WhoRay!!! Feeling great!!! Haha, most memorable day in maple. I'm finally 100.

Okay, even of maple. Went to my second home today (CWP) to accompany JJ to buy his Wax which he didn't buy in the end. I bought a Barbie Doll for my cousin as she's celebrating her 8th birthday tomorrow. It's quite embarrassing to be picking a Barbie for the shelves of Barbie Dolls, considering me as a 15 (going to 16) teenage boy. I got it wrapped and I felt less embarrassed. Haha, a day over... (Yeah! I level 100 liao) {LOLX}

Assuming

My father is getting much unreasonable these days! Coming back from school, tired and needed entertainment, Hence, using the computer could help me distress. He always make assumption, it's okay to make correct assumption, but it'll be tragic to make false accuse as you will never know the harm that can bring to that person. Whatever is it, I couldn't bother much about this guy! Stress is piling up and family bought in even more stress.

The world of mine become so disgusting, or maybe this world is disgusting to start with!

How Shy?

You Are 28% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

Found this indicator on Ryan's site, he looked quite upset these days and I believed it got to do with those people that are forcing him to do things that he doesn't want to.

Try it out

Give me a break!

Today was CL oral, that most fearful test I could ever sit in the years to come. As usual, the nervousness got up on me and made me stumble on words that I know. Thinking that my conversation will be done fairly well, I got it messed up. It was simply tragic! Why am I so nervous, I wasn't as nervous as this time CL oral. But whatever is it, it's over and no point dwelling on the past.

After a tiring and nervous day, I returned home hoping to get some peace. It was fine until I switched on the computer. My father started asking whether I have any homework. I told him that I will do it later. Then, he went berserk! Couldn't he considered that I had just returned from school! What a jerk!!! Just because he was doing nothing at home means that he could say stupid things. He's an IBJ (Idiotic, Bastard, Jerk)!

Roads ahead filled with so many uncertain things...

Molten Lost

Myself now is liked a molten metal. Not yet to become a shape yet. Every factors now and then could shape me differently. My circle of friends had increased, but I whether they are real friends, I will still need to know. Today started of with English and we had to get into the position arranged by Mdm Radha. I really disliked this arrangement, I don't feel at any ease at all. It's liked... not me when I was there. I could feel better and instead, so much pressurized! Yong Kang has been with us a while and I felt that he was quite a self-centered person, liked to give his comments w/o having thought of peoples feeling and irritating at some times. But my problem of expressing came in again. I wasn't able to tell him that. Sometimes I wished that I could be as straight-forward as Jia Jun, at least he wouldn't have to keep things in heart and will be more happy. But maybe this is the problem of many people in a single-child family.

Hello!?

Today respond was slow for me. Two people greeted me and I took a while to return greetings to them. But before I did that, they had walked a distant away. Today lessons passed with decreasing acceleration (time passes slower as time passes). It was once of the most boring day and luckily there wasn't any extra lessons today. But tomorrow I'll need to prepare for two Science extra lessons tomorrow. But by right, the school said that Chemistry and Physic should be at an alternate week. But my hardworking teachers decided to skip this policy.

Respond still slow during the basketball session. The ball passed me and I completely didn't react to it. I didn't score that much and I gave up. Flame extinguished as ball kept missing.

I don't think I'll bring my Death Note to school tomorrow, just to prevent Yong Kang from tearing anymore pages from it.

Fuming Flame

Home was rather peaceful until my parents occupied it again. It’s war this time. My father came home to ask me to fetch my mother from her tuition block as they heard things liked there was a flasher running wild in this street. So he wanted me to fetch my mother home. LOLX, if she were to meet that flasher, she will only benefit. Isn’t it? Anyway, I did as told to avoid conflicts between us. I went to the instructed block and sat there playing with my only source of entertainment, my phone. I told her that I will be waiting at her student block void deck. But somehow she didn’t know what I meant. She SMS to tell me that she was at my block void deck. Blood boils…

I scolded her off for wasting my precious time and argued for a while (currently cold war, not talking to them). All started because of my father, or maybe the flasher. To think of it, why would a flasher show his sexual needs to old woman? Completely not logical! I made myself clear that I wouldn’t do such stupid thing again. My mum complained to my dad causing the outbreak of cold war. I simply looked at him and then ignore him. He’s as useless as shit. Wrong statement, shit can act as fertilizer at least! Nothing seemed to fit him *sob*.

Anything more from them and they will get it from me!

As I was at the typing the front part of this post, a person asking for donation came to our doorstep. My father was crazy pissed off for nothing. LOLX to him, it’s my misfortune to have such father!

Decisive

Another round of Basketball training by couch J and more or less, I found a better shooting method. As our fun was approaching the end, there was a boy requesting to play with us. Such kind people liked us would let him play, I mean what harm could we get. We didn't know that this guy had a terrible altitude problem, maybe he's trying to act cool (but turned out boo!) or he's such person to start with.

A few days before, I bought a sum of mesos (Maple Currency) from Wan Bao. 1 million mesos for $2.50. It's relatively expensive, it's liked using real money to change for a fake one. But I still went to buy it. I bought a sum of 6 millions mesos from her and being to regard my without-thoughts decision. Another thing was the Micro SD card that I had regretted buying from her. It worth $5, cheap? Nah, it's only 128MB or 64MB, couldn't remember. I tried it at home and it wouldn't work at all and I returned it to her to ask her to test it. Then she gave reasons that she don't have the adapter of the micro sd from the day I questioned on the card until now. Wonder... I told her about where in the world that SD vanished to and she said that I lend her my adapter. I debate a while and finally agreed to it. My micro sd adapter is quite important. Without it, I could transfer files from Computer to Phone. Hoped that I would need it tomorrow.

Maybe next time I should consider spending money on some stuff and seller. Lesson learned!

Warp Out

Class time passes by liked everyday except that some people called me Kira. Oh, about Kira, don't be shocked that I suddenly turned into Kira. On this blog, you can obviously see that I'm a fan of him. Kong Kang in class kept asking for my book (Death Note) and tearing pages out from it. If that book were to be real, I will have to write his name down to stop him for using the book. But Death Note is simply a fairy tale to me, how real can it be?

Math extra lesson was canceled due to the houses game (a sport day event). Woo~Ray~ We all shouted as Ms Lim announced this pleasant news. After school, we (JJ + ZZ + Me) went to get our stomach filled.

I was rather irritated by those N(A) students (OkOk, not all!). They have no sense of embarrassment at all! Two N(A) students bought in bubble tea in school compound, that's fine as most were doing it. But disgustingly, they suck the pearl using the straw and blow it out into mid air. I turned back to look at them to acknowledge that they had my attention. Haha, guilty looks on their faces. They are a classic example of Bitches and Son of the Bitches.

Pass me my Death Note... LOLX

Time in BINS

What should I say? Today IT Club session might be the last and soon, the secondary three will need to take over. But the problem is that they were not ready. They hardly knew about Macromedia, programming and some other softwares. Hoped for the best... Ok, put this aside.

Reached home to find out that no ones at home. WooHoo~~ Can do whatever I liked. Went to surf around the net as I DL "Death Note: The Last Name" and burned it into disc.

At my grandparents house (I go there for dinner almost everyday), my grandma kept complaining about the maid. So boring, that's hardly anything to chat about. Perhaps this was due to the Generation Gap.

More UnLife Get Real

Computer giving stupid problems again. Today, my father scamming people in Maple with the support of myself. He spent hours selling the "account", wow, great. LOLZ...

My piggy did a level up since its reborn. Today day was boring, nothing in particular to mention about. Lying down looking into nothing seemed to be what I'm doing. Currently parents watching I, Robot, which I had saw it a long time ago. Just bored to the core, hope not to bored you any further. Have a good night! :)

Getting Life?

Why is this happening to me? My family financial state been declining, my luck in whatever aspect seemed to fall and all I want turned into things that are hard to reach. Looking that those N(a) and N(t) classes, fooling around everyday, liked no one business. But at least they are happy and at least they more life than us. Teachers comparing us with the class below (4M5) in terms of speed, intelligent, hardworking and not considering what this might do to some. Some will work harder to be better than M5, while some simply grown bored. But in the bunch of “wanting to beat M5”, there’re two different cases too. One, managed to cope with the stress and move on with that stable velocity. Two, broke up half-way through it. If the world will be less competitive, maybe human will be a happier species.

Even getting high marks for your studies now and enter an ideal poly course. But you wouldn’t know whether these skills will help, maybe by then, all this might be a entry in the history book.

Excer

Went exercising again hoped to remove more fats so that maybe I'll stand a higher chances. I did a continuous of 6 rounds for the first time in history of running. I came in second after Jia Jun but in front of ZZ. Saw Ivan and his friend there and we did a mini chat. Ate at MacDonald and went for basketball. My fire for basketball seemed to extinguish slowly, maybe because I shot only 4 goals in the entire session.

Moment after reaching home, I began to rot. Simply boring, couldn't use the computer as my father was busily selling things at the Free Market. I went to revive my pet pig and took some time to get the life scroll. Still rotting as day ending...

A Cash Unwanted

I thought that today I will be united with my dear piggy, but unfortunately, Zhao Zong did some mistake during the sending time. Hence, piggy will need to wait. Okay, just to clear those mind who might be confused now. It’s all maple things…

Not really that important, I did mention about the girl. I still asking myself whether who she meant to me. Still confused ultimately! After all, I might be just a spare tire and spare parts. But this might be enough.


Just to let all know that the song accompanying the post had some linked to the post content itself.

Teary Friday

Well, not me that’s teary but rather someone, someone that will affect my mood with hers. She had been out of sight or few days and don’t know why I missed her. Felt better when I saw her today. My relationship of JJ and mine didn’t turn sour, but he seemed to be a distant away. About the teary person, I didn’t really saw her crying before, I only heard from others. But during the Chinese comprehension test today, I could hear she sobbing away (Teacher wasn’t around). My mood immediately was affected, pretty much affect. Only until she began to laugh, then my mood turned better and the heat behind my neck also vanished. Perhaps the power of love but I know it’s impossible.

Fate bonds people

Trying my very best to be a good friend, a friend that people could rely and accept on. But I think I could only say that I failed miserably. Why I said that? I just made one of my closest friends to be upset. Why can’t I do something properly? Why must I be a weakling, why must I lead this life, why can’t I be better than someone else, why can’t I do something good for once!? Perhaps I’m just a useless break-away wood that’s floating aimlessly at the ocean.

Blue Black

Noticed that my color theme for my blog had changed? Yap, many things in life changed and some we could accept and some not. But this is world! I sometimes wondered why I had to maintain so many things. Most teachers that don’t understand me enough will think that I’m a good boy and they will never thought of the real me. Even teachers were shocked to see some parts of my shirt came out. (Eye-Rolled O.o)

Found out that I could no longer be with her as she treated me only liked her brother. Felt liked blade passing through my soul and the fragile heart smashed onto concrete floor. Things really don’t work well for me; perhaps it’s planned that I should remain this unlucky until sometimes.

I found out that I didn’t know most of the things in friendship. Today impact created a hole in my brain; I began to ponder on friendship. I knew that I should let the bad eggs spoiled the image of friendship, but this is something big to me. Being in a single child family, I tend to get bored and friends are liked buddies to me. I really hoped to see light soon.

Don't You Understand!?

Day started quickily and ended quickily and it left me things to ponder about. Maybe the lyrics of this song can explain part of my feeling...



Finished listening or didn't give a damn? Nevermind, I'm not surprised that you didn't bother about the song, maybe I'm just an excess to this world. Then why I'm still clinging on to life right now, I don't know why too. Today lead me to wonder on things that I had ponder in the past and tragically, it still climb over me. I felt liked a small little floating through the seven sea and not one will bother to bring me back to land. Maybe a question for myself, "Why does my friends know me more than my parents?".

How I Wished That I Have Time Hacks

After dinner, I completed compiling the video and photos taken during the birthday into a disc. Spend an afternoon on it and I pondered on why am I wasting precious times and you might not be rewarded. I went to my study desk and try to find Physic Structure Question 1 for Physic, but I just don't know what the hell it is. Instead, I went to do the Physic TYS and complete some of A Math homework.

Using the computer will be the immediate reaction after I completed work. I started trying to use the hacks provided by Wan Bao and ended with a word, "failure"! Wasted another few minutes off! I only the world can stop for me, but this is only possible when PIG fly!

After spending so much time on things that I thought worthless (fruitless = worthless), I decided to follow ZZ and change my blog URL. But what make our shift different were that he took all post with him, while I started a new blank blog with a new design and a new title.

My quest on being me is still on, and I began to realise what more I can do. Maybe one day, I could proudly say that "I'm Samuel Lim"! :)

Good Days Ahead!

Hidden Laggy

I found out that Zhao Zong seemed to have a lot of hidden things within him. Perhaps a key at the right time could open him, but as a close friend of him, I can do nothing except watching him hid this feelings. Feeling damn useless... Today was a rather laggy day as everything in our school took a longer time to react. The bell rang which symbolised the end of our morning reading, but the MC for the week didn't appear. Mr Loke (Principal) had to call the General Office to find out what's happening and soon enough, the MC of the day arrived. The MC were from NPCC this week. Then order were given and the Nation Anthem came out but softly. Days went on as there were no specific peak except in S.S. Anyway school days are boring days... Mdm Radha changed my placed from my comfort zone to the wild zone and she said that I'm supposed to create peace there. LOLX, I bet she didn't know me enough. I'm a hidden tiger (Haha).