Chalet Rumble

Consider it as my first chalet with my friends, really enjoyed myself there with the company of all my friends. Never felt this way before, it's liked so carefree, no "governance" from the adult, except the stuff that gave us a letter of warning for being a little noisy.

Let me talked about my 2 days chalet outing with friends:
29th May 2007:

1. Pei Shan, Jia Jun and I met up at Lan Xiang's house to bring the foods, drinks and etc. to the taxi stand as we waited for quite some time before we were on board a cabby.
2. Reached Downtown East to find that the taxi fare wasn't as much as expected = $ 17.
3. Called my aunt to bring us into the chalet as she passed me a piece of $10 note and some pimple cream that her son, my son, found it useful after applying it.
4. Not long later, the remaining people arrived as JJ and I went outside to fetch them.
5. At the entrance, we're informed that You Li placed a coin into coin changing machine. Hence, I believed that the poor stuff would need to dig it out.
6. We decided to have a ride around the park which landed me into headache as I wasn't really good at cycling.
• At the start, I was liked "freaked-out" but slowly picked up and became rather OK with cycling now
7. We cycled for 2 hours, some felt tired, and some, mending their wounds that they suffered from the ride.
8. JJ and I found out that something wasn't there and it's true! We forgotten to bring the Fishball and Sausages.
• Hence, JJ and LX went over to Cheer to buy it.
9. BBQ started off at 6pm + and ended at 10pm +

30th May 2007 (Today):

1. You Li, together with me, didn't sleep for the entire stay as we're busying playing with our Gameboy.
2. I got bored and started taking photos of the sleeps.
3. It's almost 6am and hence, YL decided to call them up to catch some sun-rise.
4. Although we didn't see the sun-rise, but the scenery is good reason for us to be there too!
5. For the following half an hour, we're busied with our individual camera phone snapping at sceneries that we had interest in.
6. Returned back to chalet and I accompanied ZZ to the pool as the rest went to have their breakfast.
7. The "pool stay" was so boring, should have went for the breakfast with them.
• And plus I didn't really wanted to be at the pool.
8. After they had their breakfast and we had our dipped at the pool, we were back at the chalet, continued our photo taking session and we posed several different poses.
9. Good time passes quickly as we left the placed unwillingly...
10. Hit CWP for our lunch instead of White Sand as most of us were bloated then.
11. At the foodcourt, we couldn't find any seat. Instead, we saw Mr Lim with his family eating.
• We went over to greet him and chatted for a moment.
12. We finally located ourselves at a table not too far away from Mr Lim.
13. After eating, we went our different ways home and decided to meet again on Friday for some badminton! Yeah~~!

29th May Chalet

The real start of holiday!

A great relieved that the MT O' Level was finally gone, it's liked finally being able to place down another burden.

As my title suggested, my holiday didn't start on the previous Saturday as I'm still busily studying for the MT paper.

LX, Pei Shan, Ming Yuan, Kar Hwee, YL, JJ, ZZ and me met up at LX's house at around 2pm. YL came the latest and hence, we met him at Fairprice. We went to both supermarket (Fairprice & Seng Siong) to do some price comparing and ended up buying more at Seng Siong.

We got almost everything except that there wasn't sufficient supply of drinks and tidbits, JJ decided to buy it himself.

My dad decided to treat me to a movie: Pirates of the Caribbean and hence, I would need to leave my dearest friends earlier...

Watched Pirates of the Caribbean almost 10pm. Therefore didn't have have the mood to do any posting, instead I went to the bed and had a good night sleep. Today will sure be a activities packed day,

Final Day Before Battle

Mixed feeling now which consist of both excited and nervous. I'm excited because of what will happen after tomorrow paper, drooling as I think of the Chalet, Genting trip, more badminton and maybe some bowling. Being nervous is a common sign, especially before an important examination. Tomorrow paper will play a part in deciding my future, it's as serious as you think!

I did all my preparations and hoped that my effort would pay off. I just want a B3 for Mother Tongue and I'll be contended.

Got my haircut today and it's extremely short. Sobby... I still couldn't get used to it, haiz...

Sianz

My last second day for revising the MT O Level. Kinda bored and tired after studying for 2 hours so far. So many words I had highlighted and all of them would be needed to be in my composition.

Looked at the mirror to notice that I got some serious balding... sad la, why can't all this stop. All three factors that everyone wouldn't want: Tummy, Pimples and Balding. Congrats to me as I got all of these mentioned!

Feeling kinda low and almost rotten. Again, I forced food out of my throat. Kinda difficult and I noticed tears I'm forcing the food out. Why can't I be a little more prefect, maybe reduce 3 to 2 or something liked that.

Making day worst would be none other than HIM. HE's simply a wet blanket and could never see the amount of hard work placed in. HE'S disgusting!

Touching Moments

School started a bit later today, instead of the usual 0715 reporting time, it's 0750.

Woke up at the same time as every normal school day. I guessed it's my auto-alarm I had in my brain. I was so used to the waking time that even during weekends, I could wake up at 6am w/o any alarm.

Feeling unsure about the later reporting time, I sent a msg to confirm with LX. Finally gotten my heavy heart down when she told me that I'm not wrong. Phew...

Reached school at 0740 as LX treated me to a sour sweet.
The sour rating: 2/5

Mrs Tan caught me and my long hair, but I didn't bother to give her a damn about it, I simply just nodded at her and walked away. What's the hell problem with her!?

At class time, no more intensive. Rather, Mr Lim was saying his last words before sending us to "war". Feeling quite... Didn't know how to explain, maybe something liked missing him that sort. Tear dwelling... :(

We're released from school so much earlier today and we went our different path home. I overheard that they're going for some bowling. Haiz... Couldn't go....

Un-Found'ed Life

Today would be different comparing to the other intensive days. Today started off with the Principal talk. Hence, I went to the hall to do the preparation work as soon as I reached school. During the talk, ZZ was playing some music from his I-Pod to the speaker in the Control Room. But too bad that he decided to turn to some podcast that totally bored me out. I became boring ever since. After the talk, we went back to class for the structure MT program. Ms Lye thought that the lesson then was Physics, but she got her information wrong. I wondered who's the one giving false information to her. Finished the composition fast today, somehow rushing with quality. After recess, Mr Lim shown us some of our work pieces, lucky that my work escape his evil clutches. Phew... Another talk by NP about a Chinese Course (Chinese Mass Communication), totally bored to the core. But no entertainment source, sob...

Returned class after it and Ms Lye gave us our report book back and some "presents" from the other subjects teachers. *Presents = Homeworks*

Reached home and do some planning for the coming BBQ and got quite excited about it. I planned the list. The 7 of us could click here to take a look at it.

That's simply all. Have a nice day! :)

Real Extraordinary

Yesterday I said:

How nice if I could lead a extraordinary day for a day tomorrow. But that should be impossible...

Starting of today, I told that statement would be true. Strings of repeated event over and over again boring me to the core. What worst will be the Physics extra lesson that would be topping on our intensive MT. Completed my work before the Physic extra lesson and decided to go home soon the Physics extra lesson is over.

Nothing much to learn today, just some machine that is able to measure the voltage and the wave pattern on the screen. Seriously, nothing much to learn about.

Went back to class after that to see whether any remains of Mr Lim chocolate (ps. this is the first time that he treated us to something to eat). But none was left, not even the plastic bag that contained it. Decided I shouldn't go home, I stayed to wait for my friends. Home had already given me the push factor, I would prefer to stay out-of-home. Stayed there until Lan Xiang completed her work. Meanwhile, LX offered some music entertainment through her handphone and most of her songs in that phone are meaningful. Kar Hwee brought back some pizza from the C.O. celebration as I requested her to do so. She fed my first bite of the pizza and how nice if she would to do it instead.

xXStopDreamingXx

I played around with LX's mobile and found out that some feature wasn't around. Liked changing skin for the Walkman, my phone had it but not hers. (ps. we shared the same model: S.E. W850I). But I liked the monkey that was hanging there. Reminded me of Pei Shan. Haha~~~

At long last, LX had completed her assignment for the day and off we go to get our bubble tea. The hot weather sure helped us to decide what kind of drink we want. Something cold of course! As LX was ordering our drinks when I popped over to the machine that would drop ball when you place coins in it. This time, my attention was caught by the mobile accessory machine. Placing two $1 coins in it and got a cute blue bear. Aww....

Chatting under the intensive sun with our fast melting drinks as we walked passed two car with the wiper standing. We laughed at it and hence, I took a photo to put on my blog.

Walked over to blk 300+ to get ourselves some Otak. Yummy...! As usual, the ever irritating HL left us along and finally some peace!

Yeah~~~!

Treated ZZ one stick of it.

Reached home feeling rather happy and tired as well. Took a rest after eating my late lunch and hoped to ignore HIM.

Rumble Day

As plain as the day before and everyday with intensive MT. It's damn boring but I know that I couldn't fall under this pressure. In school, doing all the exercises and straining my brain cells to the maximum. Back at home, I would need to see HIS face. This is so disgusting!

How nice if I could lead a extraordinary day for a day tomorrow. But that should be impossible...

Somehow, I had never crushed into love so deeply before. I could even look at her and all my worries, stress and etc. would melt. Her smile is so powerful that I could resist having another looked at it. Her eyes was so nice to look at, the focus looked at anyone eyes made them felt connected to her. Her words somehow entered me and reluctant to get out. All these had already melted me.

What's the problem!?

No mood for my intensive MT as I did my Paper 1 and Paper 2 sloppily. Mr Lim showed one of my composition to the class as a "do not follow" example.

After school, returned home and told my parents that I'll be going to play badminton with friends. My father reaction disgusted me, this fucking idiot sure suck. Couldn't I get some rest from all the work and stress!?

All work and no play made Jack dull.

I ate my lunch as HE's crazily banging on things, idiotic! I told my mum that I'll be out for dinner and I guessed that HE overheard it. He began to show HIS madness again. At first, I thought that maybe things would be better if I come back for dinner. But his hit my computer CPU!!! I got fare-up and decided that no dinner at home.

Why must he do such things?

Met up with ZZ and told him what had happened. He, of course, was at my side, he said that my dad is unreasonable and I should ignore him. After hearing, my mood turned better but still couldn't get rid of my "black face". Reached the stadium, seeing JJ, LX, Kar Hwee and Pei Shan had already started playing. They decided to play some single today, JJ managed to stay at the court until I came in, I believed he get me win this time.

After practicing at the other court (It wasn't ours, but since there's no one...) and I discovered some new skills. I'm able to hit with power and speed, I even learned smack. Although my smack wasn't that great, I can sure work on it. Most of the remaining matches then were winning matches. I took some time to compete with JJ, I noticed that he doesn't smile during game, he got the sian sian face and liked very angry. Of course, he won but we carried on. I was worn out after playing with him, but I still manged to pull off the match after JJ, LX and ZZ hit the ball left, right, front and back, simply making me run around like mad.

All playing stop (6.10PM) when the next slot came in. I was rather tired as I sat on the cool floor and was reluctantly to move

Had our dinner at BLK 167 and chatted for a while. Poor JJ had to be LX maid for 2 days (starting tomorrow) as JJ challenged LX to eat the lemon with the skin and seeds on. The daring her really gobble down them.

Looking at the time (7.12pm), I was already late. Mum called to warn me to be back home, but I still went over to 7-eleven to get myself a cup of sluppy.

Reaching home, I went to do my things as HE kept nagging and shouting liked a cow with mad cow diseases. After shower I did my revise and homework. Nothing much happened after that.

Wonder how tomorrow will be liked...

Gloomy Sun

Woke up early to have my morning jog with ZZ. Met him at his void deck and off we go to the stadium liked every other time. JJ wasn't able to accompany us as he prefer to sleep. Felt so guilty that ZZ was so-called being forced by me to come as he said: "I would be at home sleeping instead". So much for that as I remembered him saying that he would accompany me and I didn't ask him about it at all. Never mind, used to it...

Grand-aunt called my mum to say that she needed her phone to be changed. Hence, mum and I went to accompany her to get her new phone. After much deciding, my aunt decided to swoop phone with my mum. Stupid aunt of hers.

Now, my family have two Sony Walkman Phone.

Created a theme that was made up of some picture that I created. Somewhat of an anyhow draw thing. And it turned out fine and created on for my cousin and mum. It's nice, loved it!

Are u tricking me!?

Don't get scare off by my title. I'm blaming anyone as my mood is fairly well, even until now.

Woke up at around 7am to find myself heading towards that computer, liked I always do. I remembered that I saw a advertisement about a new online game called gamege. Hence, I went to the website and maybe tried it. But it's too complicated! Gave up on it and went to find themes for my Sony Ericsson Phone but disappointed by all of them. Decided to do it my own, but didn't have the mood and time as HE wanted me to switched off the computer. After taking my morning shower and breakfast, I went to complete my composition that Mr Lim gave us for homework. Took less than 30 minutes before completing it and took slept from then to lunch time.

Somehow I'm rather cold towards my parents nowadays, I believed that that reasons came from many sources. Feeling guilty, but I still do it. It's getting out of hand, I couldn't control it.

ZZ msg me to asked whether I could accompany him to CWP to get his first original album. The sky was getting darker, I rushed out of my house to prevent myself to be caught in the rain.

Therefore, reaching CWP at 4pm, 20 minutes earlier. Shopped around aimlessly but managed to got over the 20 minutes. Received another msg from ZZ informing that his friend will be tagging along. Rushed towards the entrance to meet them. ZZ do some introducing and off we go to get ZZ first original album! Opps, somehow, I rejected that person handshake, but that's not the main point.

The happy ZZ got his album and he said that it's time to go to the library. I told him that I wouldn't want to go the library and therefore, he brought his friend along to accompany him. If I were not too decided to stay, I would be going to CWP just to see him buy the album and then returned home. I believed that ZZ didn't think hard on this one. But I'll let matter slipped, what's done had already been done, no point crying over split milk. But this might contribute to future decision making.

Phew off

Today lessons schedule:

• A Maths
• Chemistry
• Recess
• Intensive Mother Tongue

Similar to the two previous day. Nothing really different except that most of us were behind time and ended up going home late.

But what after school was so enjoying. This time, the court was booked under my name. Although having a pest (Warren) around, everything seem alright. 18 May Samuel seem to click with people easily. Ya, that's what I thought.

At the start of the badminton game, I couldn't find any strength to hit the shutter cock back. But slowly become stronger. I did fairly well today, little lose for me. Yippee!

Went over to CWP to have our dinner and LX needed to get her friend bottle replaced and to get herself an assignment on Physics. Had Salad Fish again, only Jia Jun and Kar Hwee ordered something else. LX and I soon got bored as we started playing with the leftover.

I even took a photo of JJ with him noticing it until I showed him.

Learned something today and felt happy and sad. Conflicting... ...

Intensive boredom VS intensive Chinese

Here’s today schedule:

• Two periods of English
• Two periods of Physics
• A period of Recess
• Intensive CL for 10.10am to 1.40pm

Basically, there is not much work to be done for the first 5 periods. During English lesson, Mdm Radha was addressing her disappointment to the class and complained that she had exhausted all her tactics and strategies on helping us to improve English. She even asked us to give our suggestions so that it could help her to help us.

Complicated… …

Physics was even better, guess what? Ms Lye wasn’t here today. What a miracle! She gave some work to do in class though, but almost no one bothered about it.

Recess was just simple chatting and eating, nothing much interested to say about.

Intensive CL was the turning point of our relaxing 2.5 hours. Somehow, I had gotten used to the intensive practicing even though today was the second day. Intensive CL wasn’t scary; it’s the deadly combination of both heat and boredom that made it terrible.

After the intensive training, there’s some time wasting NE quiz which took almost an hour for the whole class to finish work.

Followed by a long Geography session as Ms Liao wanted us to stay back and do some filing.

Intensive heat VS intensive Chinese

Today is the first day of the ever torturing Mother Tongue intensive when students are put under pressure with tons of assignments and tasks just to prepare them for the coming GCE O' Level Mother Tongue. We weren't informed about the changed in timetable and only realized it when Ms Eg came in for Chemistry.

Timetable for Wednesday:

1. Chemistry (a period)
2. A Math (two period)
3. Chemistry Again (a period)

After all these craps would be recess then MT intensive would commence. Looking at the plans for the subsequent days for the intensive MT and found out that time was running out for the coming MT paper. Just 7 more days, excluding today and weekends, to the freaking paper! Ah~~~!

Today MT intensive was almost liked a torture. We a mock exam continuously for both paper 1 and 2. That totally freak us out. It's a taxing task and with the deathly combination with the hot and stuffy weather, it's sure a deathly combo.

Asked LX during class time whether she wanted to get a drink at the bubble tea shop across the Marsiling MRT. She took some time before giving a positive answer. Soon after we completed our paper 2, we went over to the bubble tea shop. The shop assistance took a long time before she finished washing something and attend to us. I told her my order liked almost 5 times when she finally heard it! Damn her!

Maybe she was irritated by us or something, today Red Tea Ice Blended "Heavenly", it's so sweet, too sweet!

Made my way home after saying my farewell speech to LX, Kar Hwee then You Li. Outside the lift, there's a notice board with a a tag. I believed that one of the workers had lost it or something.

Parents watching some Thai horror movie, I think that I'll be joining them. Tata, byebye!

It's my happy ending?

Got to know all my result for the remaining subjects. All were unexpected ones.

Firstly,
I thought that Additional Maths was easy. But it didn't reflect on the papers itself.

Secondly,
I thought that I will get an A1 as an overall for Maths. But I got A2.

Thirdly,
I expected to get only just pass, but glad to get a C5. Still need to improve.

Fourthly,
I thought a B3 or B4 can be achieved. But glad to get a A2. Not bad liao le!

Lesson resume with Physic as Ms Lye taught us a new topic on Electronic. This topic is tested for the pure students and hence, the combined Science students could have some time to revise for their practical later on.

After recess was MT lesson. Thank goodness that Mr Lim didn't test us on the passage, phew... He gave us some work to do in class. The composition he gave today was rather easy and I felt that the passage he asked us to remember did help a lot.

Lessons after MT were simply free time. Ms Eg wasn't at class as she was needed to be at the lab for the Science Practical. The whole class turned in a market.

Ved (Value Education: CME) turned into movie time slot. Although the the show was nice, I wished that it would be over soon. I can't wait to play badminton later on.

I told ZZ that I would meet him at his block void deck at 2.50pm and repeated "remember not to be late AGAIN" to him. Went home to have my lunch and washed my oily face and off I go. As I'm walking towards ZZ house, I called him to serve as a "morning call". Reached at his block void deck at 2.50pm and thought that he would be there. But I only saw him again at 3pm. Late again... Maybe next time I would just go straight to the stadium instead. :)

At the stadium, I went to join Esther to be against LX. Then YL joined LX to fight back. A friendly match as we didn't calculate the points. We played until PS asked us to gather for a pairing session. In the end, I was placed with Warren. Unlike the previous time, Warren and I did fantastic winning almost all matches. There was a point that partners was changed. Warren asked me to join JJ and LX to join him. Hence, we met in opposite of the field and we beat Warren & LX. I noticed that ZZ was rather left out today. Sad X(

What a enjoyable day, but I didn't join them for dinner though. But if I knew that my grandma cooking today suck, I'll have been eating out.

Chatted with ZZ and to find him bothered by something. After much asking, he told me that it was something I said in the morning. Hope matter will ease, but liked what he said:

"a crack is a crack, a scratch is a scratch, i'll let it pass. i forgive, but i never forget"

the higher the hope, the harder you might fall

Feeling excited since yesterday as I would like to see how I fare in this Mid-Year. Reached school at the same time I always do, but Ms Lye looked for me and told me to go to the hall to set-up for the mass marking program (Something liked calling a whole crowd of students, then go through the answers). First paper I'm getting back was S.S., thought that I could pass this one with great mark, but disappointedly, I failed it liked mad: 17/50. All hopes were with Geography, my only hope to pass Combine Humanities. I needed 33 marks from Geography to pass humanities. But sadly, I got a 28/50, making me 5 points away from passing humanities.

We're released early for recess. Hence, we got an hour to relax. Back at the hall at 1040, but Mdm Radha told us that the next answer checking will be at 1210. Students in the hall started to split into millions of group and began their chatting. That included me too! We sat in a circle and started taking about many things and singing. How nice, if time will to pass slowly, that will be perfect. But time passes quickly when you're enjoying yourself. The going through of our CL paper commenced. By then, my bladder was filled with water and I needed to get it out. But there wasn't a chance... Control till the end of the day (1500), rushed to the toilet immediately!

I was quite amazed that I actually chatted with Kairuddin in the toilet. I had not been talking to him since Sec3. Amazing!

Followed the girls to the Bubble Tea shop to get bubble tea (of course). I ordered Ice Cappuccino and it's damn sweet. LX was crazy after she heard Otak. She went to get a dollar of it. Somehow, I wanted to eat it too, I ordered a dollar of it too. It's cheap and most importantly, it's nice. YL asked me whether I could accompany him to CWP to get his friend a present. Saw Jessie and Kia How there, how unlucky I can be seeing Kia How...

Took quite some time before he got it. A row of shop including kiddy palace at the third floor had a black out. Sad for them...

Reached home at around 1600, and luckily dad didn't question. Phew... Told him my result today and that pissed his head off.

Oh, my English paper 2: 13/50, CL P1: 38/70, CL P2: 27/70 and CL P3: 18/20.

To avoid further communication with him, I went to my room to do the memorizing of the CL passage. Tomorrow, Mr Lim would be giving us the test.

Life made boring

Waking up to see that there's nothing to be seen, first time in my life I have been feeling so down. Slowing down to see what can I do, but nothing will surface. Why it has to be my life? Can't life be much simple?

So many questions to ask, hope to find a place so safe not a single tear/fear. Stress piling up, these stress contributed by two sources, school and my parents. How I wished that this is just a nightmare.

Why I suddenly mentioned such thing, I have no idea too. Just feeling damn low, just finding a place to jot my feelings down before I bottled up too long and started bursting out. Maybe I envied those that have a parents that would loosen their grip a bit. Hey! I'm already 15, going to 16, can't they stop being a control freak. There's still many things installed for me when they wake up from the sleep. The passage, I only rememorizes two paragraph and that took me an hour.

Feeling sicked of it...

Why it happen to me?

Looking at the clock that showed 9.12am. Feeling damn upset, if it's not because of HIM, I would be there enjoying myself! This is totally disgusting, I hate HIM! I wouldn't wish to think anymore, I went to stuff my head in my pillow and soon, I'm at my dreamland. I was awoken by HIM as it's lunch time. Got my sleepy head off the pillow and my heavy butt off the bed and after preparing myself, I went out with HIM to the nearest hawker center. As I was eating, I saw ZZ walking passed, I waved to him but he didn't reply me, he just looked at me blankly...

By lunch time, my friends should have done with their singing. How envy.... :(

Reached home and I went to do the memorizing of the passage that Mr Lim gave. This son of the bitch (SOTB) made life so difficult for me. This task is so damn hard to accomplish! A passage two page filled and you'll need to memorize it! This is bullshit!

MSG ZZ to asked him out for a jog, his answer, liked the previous one and the previous previous one and the previous previous previous one, was "I dunno, see first.".

Had already gotten used to it and wouldn't hate anyone for that.

Hell broke loose

Straight after yesterday paper (CL listening), Mr Lim called our class and his another class back for a short meeting. He was complaining about the poor standard of our composition and made it a compulsory for all to memorized one of the model answer he gave. He said that I wrote rubbish in front of the two classes, so embarrassing! I'll sure be difficult to memorize the whole passage, but if I don't, there's some punishment later on.

Reached home to find that 9am is near and I'm meeting them at CWP for some breakfast. Took a shower and rushed out of my house. Board the bus and by then, I was covered with a layer of sweat. Sat in-front of the bus and received a msg from JJ to tell me that I need to get my spectacle change. I replied to ask him why he said that, he then told me that he was at the back of the bus.
LOL...

Joined the girls for breakfast, YL started his "sight-seeing" again, while I indulge myself with the MacSausage and my cup of Milo. I lend them my phone to call the hotline for booking the badminton court. Then, off we go, to the bowling alley! The bowling alley was at C'dean and the charges was reasonable compared to superbowl. Our group started off first and I got 100 at the end, being the top in the lane! But Wee Ta got 105 in the other lane. Hence, he took the overall top in both lane. Second game was when we decided to split ourselves into teams of 5 each. Loser treat water. I didn't do as well scoring only 79 points... The last throw was a cheat! I threw once only and the system said that I threw twice! Curse Them!!! Making me fourth at the last/second game.

I treated LX to the water as she wouldn't hack anyone up. I didn't lose much as I went to she house for some cup noodle. YL decided not to have too much spices as tomorrow they were organizing a Karaoke Session and he didn't want to affect his voice. Therefore, I gave him a spoon to get rig of most of the spices. The noodle was still spices but a bit bland as most of the seasoning powder was taken off.

I rust home again, but this time was to get into my sport wear and to get my badminton racket. Dad was pissed off saying that I kept going out when I only went out twice this week! No brain, brainless! Didn't bother him and wouldn't wish to spoil my day by him! I went out of the house again to meet YL whom was waiting at my house void deck. We then head off to the hall to meet up with the rest.

Went over to CWP again to get our stomach filled. The tempting to go to the karaoke was huge but the voice of my dad was equally powerful. I got myself an excuse and hoped that he's in a better mood when I'm at home. The Salad fish was delicious (recommended but LX) as I gobbled up the whole bowl in a short time.

Reached home, got a bathe and told dad that I'll be out for jogging. HE didn't object. He started turning bitchy was when I told him that we're running at 9am. I found it hard to trust too, but it had to be given a shot at. He then violently object! He think he's so good!? If that is so,

how good is a dad that doesn't know that his child is fuming and he never thought of anyone else and only saw his own pain?

I HATE him, I didn't entertain such thoughts before. But more of these thoughts started surfacing days after days. It made me really hate him for giving such life. Why can't he be liked a normal parents or dad that at least held a job and doesn't laze at home doing almost nothing to contribute to the home income!? I wonder why can't he lower his expectation when the a younger workforce is needed and it's cheaper to hire them. Who's the brainless one? It's you!

The end of the race will be the start of another

Hooray, mid-years is gone and cleared from my head. Start to realize that MT O Level is in less than 3 weeks time. Even so, I didn't panic. Instead, I was thinking of tomorrow, a day of event. Yipee!

Physics Papers (both) were not as tough as I expect it will be. Too bad ZZ wasn't being able to take this exam, poor thing... Recover quickly OK? Tomorrow will be a day worth enjoying.

Actually nothing much, but is with who I'm going. Wait, don't get me wrong! Not anyone in particular, I just enjoyed being in a big group of friends.

Phew, lucky I got a chance to explain myself here. Or else people will be thinking about other things.

Met JJ and CWP. He got his new haircut and he looked much better, I didn't tell him (or else he will be even conscious about his hair). Walked around CWP (saw quite a handful of chio's), and how I wished they're mine. Opps, my inner self is speaking again...

Beside sight-seeing (*evil*), we had each a bowl of desert. The honey sago this time round was better! (3.5/5 stars) ZZ took almost an hour to reply me to tell me that he wouldn't be out with us as he's still not recovered yet.

Left the place with our desert accompanying us (in our stomach) and we head to Woodlands Centre. Saw Wen Kai and Jia Hui at the bus inter-change, felt glad for them. They lasted for more than 2 years, so sweet....

Went to JJ house first and tried to help him with his blog. He looked through the database of blogskins and finally found one. But he felt that it's too complicated to keep a classic template blog and I totally agreed with that.

We chatted for some time and knew more of each other past and so on. We chatted liked there are endless topic to talk off. From insulting Warren to discuss about Fashions. He mentioned that we shared almost the same dress quota, agreed to him (I wouldn't notice if he didn't mention). Out with him, I felt more accompanied by a guy and felt more liked a guy. Don't worry, I'm straight, still.

Preparing for over

Tomorrow will be the last paper for mid-year: Physic!

Spent less than two hours on revising today, but these two hours were quality two hours. No pointing studying whole day when it's not helping, right?

I took the effort to compile all the equations and points that I'm not confident on a sheet of paper.

Spent most of my remaining time on Soul Caliber III on PS2.

At Grams' house, my cousin had been actively testing me on her spelling. No sweat at all, what can you expect from a Primary 2 spelling list. Is just that she kept repeating the words over and over again and that irritate me a bit.

CheMaths

Wow a big day today is! Three examinations in a row, okay, okay, there's break between, but still tiring! E Math Paper 2 was up first, I could say that the paper is a walk in the park (with some obstacles though). Chemistry Paper 1 was relatively manageable but that seem liked the papers were getting harder as the day passed. Chemistry paper 2 was almost a killer. Perhaps it's due to the weather that I began to develop a slight headache during the paper.

Tomorrow will be the continue of A Math. Paper 2 will be more on Secondary 4 work. Must study damn hard for it liao. A Math Sec 4 have both easy and difficult chapters. Must pass my A Math this time with at least a C5. But don't question on my low target for A Maths because my previous exams, I had been failing...

I will start revision soon I typed finish this post.

Good luck to all taking their examination!

My 2 Days

Didn't post yesterday, missing me already?
Haha, I doubt that my blog have any significants to anyone anyway.

--- Today {0705} /* Updated*/ --- Paper Taken: A Math Paper 1 & Physic Paper 3

Woke up 16 minutes before my alarm, but went back back to enjoy my remaining 16 minutes. Sweet time passes too quickly, I was woken up by the alarm. Preparing myself for school and meanwhile worrying about the A Math exam later on. A Math had been ranking top for worst subject in my report book. At the central square, I took good use of the time left for revision. All efforts paid off, I found the paper rather easy, except for some questions that I couldn't do.

Physic Paper 3 was a OMG experiences! Is it me or is it the weather? Sweat kept flowing liked as if I didn't turn off my water tap. I'm liked melting! Every bench consist of two experiments that will be done be two students then the two students would swoop over after 45 minutes. I started off with question 2 which is the easier one. Question 1 was a hell question! I didn't really know the questions.... sob T.T

Another boring day as I'm being kept at home. Revising my chemistry, another subject that I'm not really confident in. Finally completed my revision of the day! Chatted with JJ to find out that the trip was not 205RM but 250RM. I told my dad which pissed him off. If I were him, I had done the same. Imagine going somewhere far but you know nothing about it... I do listen to sensible things...

Haiz, SMS Warren and found that Alkanes and Alkenes are tested on this examination. I'll go study liao.... Thought that revision over.... Sob***

--- Yesterday {0605} --- Main activity: Revisions

Went for more shoe hunting but filled with disappointment shop after shop. Nothing is going right for my, it's liked all my luck had left me! I couldn't even find a pair of shoe I wanted! Even though I know that revision will help me, but I disliked it. If I were to be even a choice, I wouldn't have revise!

Didn't intend on a haircut yesterday, but because my mum said that there is a shop that is selling shoes. Hence, I decided to take a trip there. I need either one of my parents along so that they could cover the cost using their money. Therefore, I told my mum that I wanted to cut my hair as she was complaining about it an hour ago. We went there after dinner at Grams house to be disappointed again. The shop wasn't open!!!

Hoping that the hair salon didn't open too or at least filled with customers. But good things didn't come, instead, bad things kept knocking on my door! I told the hair-dresser just to trim my hair a little at back and she did as told. No more fringe that is touching my eyeballs.

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Met up with ZZ this morning for a run, or I can say a walk. Breathing in the freshness of the morning air made me so relax, and as if it's telling me that my day ahead will be great. The stadium seem to be much crowded with people today but it didn't affect us. Felt quite funny without the presence of JJ. Left the stadium at 8 and went for breakfast.

Back at home, the morning air turned into vigorous wind, blowing the decoration item hanging at the door and making the plants outside go crazy.

Went out to Woodlands Center to change money for the Genting trip as I walked past my grams void deck, I noticed that the block center lift had began to renovate! WTF, haven't even complete my blocks lift, they started on somewhere else and what really pissed me off is the working new lift my grams had! Grr..... WTFH!!!!

I told my parents about needing a new school shoes (having know what I wanted). KFC was miraculously crowded but managed to get a place to settle my butt down. There goes my effort of my morning run.... SOB, I think I'll go for a full steam diet, meaning starvation. What's eaten is eaten, no point dwelling our split milk.

Spent the rest of the time at Woodlands Center to look for that shoes. Finally found it, but only available in white, while our school shoes had to be black. Disappointed, but Dad suggested to go to the newly opened Night Market beside CWP and meanwhile have our dinner there. Disappointed again as I couldn't even find a single shop selling guys shoes. Walked in the main complex but I had expected the high price of the shoes. Hence, no high hopes. BUT STILL SAD LA! Went home after eating, the 911 Q was quite long. Hence, we decided to take 856 home. Saw 911 come as those not Q'ing up started cutting Q. Not the first time seeing such barbaric act, but always didn't have any chance to take down such scene. Since, I'm now an onlooker, I could easily take my camera phone out and do some snapping.

Hope for a better tomorrow. Although I wouldn't be able to go out....

Geo-lish

I thought that the first paper of the day was Geography, but to my mistake, English Paper 2 started first. Anyway, there was nothing to do to help my comprehension especially during last minutes. I was quite delighted that English went first as there will be more time to study Geography. I completed the English paper within an hour and decided to sleep. Again, woke up by a staff assisting in the D & T section.

After the 100 minutes paper, we went to the library and hoped to get more information into our brain. But found ourselves chatting. Anyway, Geography is a subject more on Common Sense, but someone said this "Common Sense is not so COMMON" --> Irony

Received a MSG from ZZ asking me to accompany him to get a new pair of shoes. At first, I was rather reluctant, but thinking of the things I will need to study, I decided to be absent from home for an hour or so.

Took some time before ZZ finally decided on a pair of shoes. I saw a shoes that reminds me to SE W880I. Hence, I started promoting S.E. again: "This shoes looked liked Sony Ericsson Latest Product W880I". I bet ZZ must be thinking that I'm nuts!

Didn't study today at all, spent remaining afternoon time sleeping and watching The Rat on Channel 5 during the night.

Tomorrow, I had arranged with ZZ for a run. Too bad JJ had to go to JB for some other day thingy.

3-in-one Combo

Tackling 3 examination subjects in a single day maybe a task for me. One, my energy will be depleting at the 2nd and 3rd examination papers. The series of examination took off with Social Studies. The feeling of taking the exam in the hall was somewhat different from the classroom. But I got over it soon as paper started. Almost didn't have enough time to complete my S.S. paper, I completed my last sentence as the teacher-in-charge told us to write our last sentence.

Lucky me, phew...

E Math Paper up next. As we were doing our last minutes revision, so many formula came up. Scaring the hell out me, perhaps I was to paranoid then. Took the exam and found out that all my worries and panics were for nothing. Since Paper 1 doesn't allow its candidate to use the calculator, I was spending most of my time on the workings. Damn scary sia, my whole sheet of paper was filled with workings.

Managed to complete it with 40 minutes remaining. Decided to have a rest before Ms Lye come back to examination hall. As expected, around 10 minutes later, Ms Lye knocked on my table to wake me from my "Cinderella" dream. Checked the paper for the remaining time and an occasion daydream.

E Math paper 1 was over as I envied those not taking Pure Science students. The third exam was Chemistry Paper 3 (For the PURE). The duration for the practical exam was just right. Quite unlucky during the short 90 minutes, my burette was leaking and I need to get it changed. Haiz....

My day was not over yet. Geography and English Paper 2 (Comprehension) up next! Didn't bother about my English Paper 2, but what can I do even if I wanted to revise. Spent my afternoon with my Geography notes and textbook. Getting seriously sicked of Geography!

Make it Okay

Shifted myself to another side of the class. I don't think that I will be back to my classroom until Mid-Year is over. School wanted us to experience the feelings of taking the examination in hall to let us be prepared for O level. Realized that awhile after Mid-Year will be the first O Level Paper, a paper that I doesn't have the confidences in. No prize for even guessing, it's Chinese Paper 1. Must 加油了!

Took almost a whole day to study my Social Studies. Thanks Goodness that Ms Lim revised E Math. Hence, I believed that E Math Paper 1 should be fairly well.

Spent quite some time to re-renovate my blog design and hope to provide a nicer design for all readers. Maybe I will introduce this new blog design:

• Perhaps I wanted to have a better blog among my three friends, I decided a renovation will be needed to provide a better challenge to them.
• You might have seen the background in the previous post. For the benefit for those that didn't read my previous post, it's taken on Labor Day 2007 @ Vivo City.
• I decided to make my blog looked liked a place w/o complicated shapes or colors. Hence, I think that this background could provide a getaway from life feeling. At least it does on me, how about you?

Added a section that I recommend software that I felt useful.

Life at Vivo City

Despite my dad continuous effort to stop me from going out, his resistance weren't enough. Went over to ViVo City with Zz and Yl. Whole day was fun, the day might be better if JJ were to tag along. But he was too worn out after playing maple story until 3am. Walked till we almost dropped. Here's all the pictures, a picture means a thousand words and a video means everything:

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Boiling Point

Didn't I told him the day and the day before that I will be going out on Labor Day!? He insisted that my Sunday swimming was a carried forward of Tuesday. Then, he began shouting and banging liked someone that is infected with Mad Cow Disease.

Is all SEA parents belonged to a section called "Control-Freak"? Can't they just followed the America, believe in human right!? Anyway, I bet he was pissed off was because I told him that I'll be watching Spiderman 3. There didn't seem to be any wrong, but today is Public Holiday, the ticket price will be at $9.50.

He told me to use my own money and that raise my temperature to my boiling point. I would have shouted, but I didn't. Wondering what's the problem with me. Am I too tired about it or I just simply don't care. He accused me for not revising, I did revise. Except that I study smart and not work hard. YOU understand!? This is the 21st century, working hard is not as important as working smart. Again, he said "Never mind, lets wait for your O level result and we will see!". Isn't this illogical!? I doesn't see the link that an acceptable going out time will affect much of my studies, to be precise, it wouldn't even affect! i'm only human and I believed that I should get myself some rest, even computer need rest!

Thanks Goodness my understand mum gave me $20 for Vivo trip and I really appreciated that. Your God Bless You! And for my dad, MY DEVIL CURSE YOU!