Molten Lost

Myself now is liked a molten metal. Not yet to become a shape yet. Every factors now and then could shape me differently. My circle of friends had increased, but I whether they are real friends, I will still need to know. Today started of with English and we had to get into the position arranged by Mdm Radha. I really disliked this arrangement, I don't feel at any ease at all. It's liked... not me when I was there. I could feel better and instead, so much pressurized! Yong Kang has been with us a while and I felt that he was quite a self-centered person, liked to give his comments w/o having thought of peoples feeling and irritating at some times. But my problem of expressing came in again. I wasn't able to tell him that. Sometimes I wished that I could be as straight-forward as Jia Jun, at least he wouldn't have to keep things in heart and will be more happy. But maybe this is the problem of many people in a single-child family.