Addicted?

Since a few days before, using the computer in the early morning become my habit. Today is my Oral and I'm feeling least nervous about it. But, over-confident might be the downfall to me and to many too. Somehow, after so many events, I felt small, very small. I'm just liked a pin and most other people are liked giant. There are less quality of mine that can be used to compare. Yesterday match might have leave some scratches behind, emotionally. Looking at them flirting and love was in the air, even though JJ say they were purely pure, that seem so beautiful. Ya, I call holding hands, hugging and kissing beautiful. Maybe I was hoping for that making me dream of this girl (couldn't tell names, but I didn't expect that) and we were flirting around, holding hands until my alarm broke off (telling me to wake up). LOL, stupid alarm spoiled my dream. Nono, I should blame the school for making school so early! &$*(^@#%&($(#