Boss Time

Lunch today turned out to be better than I expected (By A Lot) but still, I am required to go for tmr Qing Ming Jie. Why must I go to all this *shitty* things and events! Stupid parents forcing me to do this and that and especially my male parent, asked me to go to pray to those that are death while himself is happily staying at home doing nothing. Because of them, I missed out an opportunity to go out with my friend (ZZ). I treat this outing with him to the Jurong Swimming Complex as a relaxation and an escape from reality and stress. Instead, I need to go for this lunch that I wouldn't want to be even closed to. (Photos are at the back of this post)

Saw the light to my dream phone again, but I'm afraid that this might be just an illusion. I wouldn't want to be utterly crushed again. Times and times, bad things when smoothly while good things seem to be an illusions. I predicted that my mood wouldn't be anywhere close to "great" and somewhere above "disgusted". Those stupid smoke and so much time wasted. We're not even sure whether whatever we do could cross over to them, why are human so ... ... I couldn't find the phrase to scold your, our and my species!!!