14 September 2007

Going Easy for Additions

It's Friday again! Somehow, research shows that I would most likely to be moody and to be found staring into blank space. Another research shows that during Friday, as long as I'm not tapped on by studies too much, I would felt that way.

Anyway, had my English P2 and Additional Maths P1 today. Although I had been trying my ultimate best to recall formulas since the start of the day, I still find the paper rather difficult. Haiz, I'm not born for A Maths, I guessed. What's the point... Felt like giving up on A Maths...

Despite the downfall of my mood, I went to the library. Hopefully that Geography revision would be better, but found out that it wasn't the case. Practically looking into blank space, left the library earlier than the previous few days.

Since I couldn't revise, I decided to take some photos:

Tomorrow is my A Maths tuition, felt so reluctant to go. Anyway, what differences it would make? The only difference would be parents nagging at me the whole day if I insist on not going. Well, it'll be better to go there and daydream ba. Agree?

Reaching home to realized that I'm easily agitated. Got so irritated by the daily nags, nags that I'm immune on ordinary days. But today isn't any ordinary day, it's "Samuel's Moody Day". Harsher tone was set to stop/ease/silent the nags.

Perhaps due to the bad mood I'm having, I forced lunch out from my mouth and consumed little after. Felt liked punishing myself for having the cup of bubble tea and it was already too late. Most sugar content would have become part of me. What can I do?

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