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I will need to accompany mum for my aunt's birthday. I just got this horrible feeling when I go for any gathering at my mother side family. One reason will be that my grandpa will like to compare me and another cousin, once or twice might be minor but repeating statement can make my blood boil. Another reason will be that I have this difficulties in communicating with them, their frequency channel and mine seem different. Another thing was because I was the only non-Christian there (for your info, I'm a free thinker). Hence, they liked to talk me in to this race. On Saturday (tmr), I'll need to go to my younger brother and sister grave to pray... Every year, I will need to do all this rubbish! The smoke there is memorable to me, irritating my eyes! Thinking that I will have a good weekend, but it turned out terrible!